Happiness,  Self care,  Thinking

When a Breeze Becomes a Sigh

Everyone in the northeast knows where to find “that tree” — the one that shows its vivid fall colors long before the others in the area. The ones that make us sigh with both resignation and delight.They live in neighborhoods, on street corners, beside streams and ponds, mountainsides and in certain corners of certain farms. Upon seeing them, my imagination tends to take me on a wild ride or two. I think of “those trees” personifying the story of Paul Revere’s midnight ride, “the snowflakes are coming, the snowflakes are coming.” Or, closer to home, as signalers for railroad safety, asking the rest of us to pay attention to the signs of the rapid change that surround us.

A Change of Scene

Our summertime (and now early fall) change of venue has been a gift in many ways. We have had safe and  leisurely family time — both with humans and with dogs. Well, maybe not quite so leisurely with the dogs — but it has been wonderful to let the young one run and blow off some steam. A good run usually leads to that combination grumble and sigh just before a good nap.

We have picked watermelon, cantaloupes, plums, apples, and pumpkins. Watching a sky without light pollution reminds me how long it has been since I’ve had such an opportunity. It was during late night dog walks when we lived beside the pond, on the mountain, in New Hampshire. I think that’s when I learned to thoroughly enjoy the Perseids. But here and now, watching the signaler tree bring a handful of others onto its timetable evokes a visceral response. Each brings another, gradually letting go and preparing for its magnificent death, that letting go when a breeze becomes a sigh.

Both Familiar and Unique

Soon enough the mountains start to look like old-fashioned crazy quilts — some subtle and some almost garish in their color choices before blossoming into fall foliage. Although it’s like living inside of a painting, it is dramatic and spectacular and very, very normal. Simultaneously familiar and unique, like a poem. And like so many others, Robert Frost’s “The Road Not Taken” sticks in my head, whether walking in the woods or daydreaming out the window on a rainy day.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

I’d love to hear about your reaction to the change of seasons. Are you experiencing a breeze or a sigh? Or something else all together?

2 Comments

  • Barbara Parcells

    I love the imagery of being “inside a painting.” That’s exactly how I fell. Autumn is my favorite time of year and the colors just thrill me no matter how many times I see them. Our neighborhood tree is two doors down and it peeks through the branches of the giant pine tree next door to flash glimpses of rich reds at me through the window over my desk. It sure makes keeping my eyes on my work difficult!

  • Heather Maria

    Typically I am sad to see summer go. This year I am so excited for Fall. I took a 3 hour walk through a forest like nature center on Mabon, the first day of Autumn. I stood and looked at the trees. I stood in awe of nature, breathing it in, pausing, appreciating, telepathically communicating. It not only teaches us so much, it walks with us.

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